I Will Not Give Up

My attitude today = “F&^K It” however, I keep reminding myself that no matter how bad I think I may have it there is someone else out there in the world that has it a helluva’ lot worse than I do. So appreciate what you have, don’t worry about what you don’t have, and keep it together.

The past few days have been screwed up. First – I am contacted by some random guy who is local that is now … my stalker. I have never spoke to him before yet he proclaims “I’m little Ms.Wonderful” and is demanding attention I do not wish to share with him. Than I receive a random message from a person who at one point in my life was my life. I reply and hear nothing back. So – whatever. Let it be.

The absolute, FINAL fucking straw – one question sparked a war. “Are you drinking?” – next thing I know my cellphone went flying and hit me in lower jaw. Are you fucking serious??? I can tolerate ALOT – but the moment you do something to cause me pain I see nothing but a flash of red and it’s on. Following was a broken door (because I locked myself in), another broken cell phone (I Just bought a new one a month ago!!!!), him in my face, and me begging for him to leave. I was trapped. No way to escape (he would block the door) and of course no way to call anyone for any help.

Finally – my neighbor and friend walked in, took the kids, I followed. Her boyfriend came to the house firmly told him “Out.” and drove him to the SRO. The SRO wouldn’t take him for whatever reason. So … I stayed at my friend’s and he did whatever (go to work?). I haven’t heard from him which scares me sort of. But, I’m okay and the kids are okay and THAT is all that matters to me. He can do whatever it is that he needs to do.

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